Chapter 187: How to Make Amends
She shook her head helplessly; this was her lover, the one she loved the most.
“Han Wuyu, what should I do? I love you, yes, love, but how absurd this word is. You left me, you cruelly abandoned me, leaving me alone to grieve in the rain. And what is this now?” Yin Lingyan looked at Han Wuyu’s face and gave a bitter smile.
Han Wuyu opened his eyes as if in an instant and looked at Yin Lingyan. Yin Lingyan had not expected Han Wuyu to wake up midway and was at a loss for what to do. Their eyes met, and a faint ambiguity flowed between them in the quiet gaze.
“You still love me, don’t you?” Han Wuyu stared at Yin Lingyan for a long time before excitedly asking this question.
Yin Lingyan was stunned. He had indeed heard her. If she denied it, wouldn’t it seem too pretentious? “Yes, I love you, but what does it matter if I love you? We’re already over, there’s no possibility of going back.”
Yin Lingyan was speaking the honest truth. She loved him, but they couldn’t be together anymore.
Hearing her certain answer, Han Wuyu, emboldened by alcohol, immediately pushed Yin Lingyan down and kissed her without giving her a chance to resist.
Yin Lingyan was stunned, not expecting Han Wuyu to make such a shocking move. Because she was aware of it, she was easily pushed down.
The familiar scent, long missed, now carried a faint bitterness. For some reason, even though she had decided to let him go in her heart, she still found herself immersed in his tenderness.
“Han Wuyu, we can’t be together anymore.” Seizing the opportunity to speak and to distance herself from Han Wuyu’s advancing actions, Yin Lingyan hurriedly woke up from her dream. With some unknown strength, she pushed Han Wuyu away.
As she went to check if he was injured, Han Wuyu’s shallow breathing could already be heard. She stared blankly at Han Wuyu’s face, “With her, why are you still entangled with me?”
Han Wuyu, who was pretending to sleep, heard her words and began to wonder if he had done something that caused her to misunderstand. As he was thinking rapidly, Yin Lingyan gave him the answer.
“You and she are already in the newspaper, why are you still bothering me? Didn’t you go to America for her? Even if not entirely for her, it was partly because of her, right?” The “she” Yin Lingyan mentioned was a girl who accidentally bumped into him after the auction ended. He could swear on his conscience that he hadn’t touched a single hair on her.
However, this was the moment Yin Lingyan was pouring out her heart. It would be better for him to continue pretending to sleep. Thinking about his somewhat aggressive actions earlier, he still couldn’t explain them.
“Do you know how much I missed you? For you, I rejected Mu Qingyi, who was good to me, and missed Ji Mofeng, who was always by my side. Do you know that I know everything about you? I even learned self-defense techniques for you. That day, my older brother and I went to the small woods. I’ve been afraid of snakes my whole life, but after struggling desperately, I touched their cold bodies. At that moment, I felt like I was about to collapse. My heart was trembling, but I thought about the reason you left me, and I forced myself to accept this suffocating animal.” Yin Lingyan’s eyes felt a little sore, and she continued to vent, even though he couldn’t hear her, she couldn’t help it.
PS: All beautiful love stories must go through some hardship. The two are bound to reconcile, but not now. I’m writing some sweet moments for you, but they will continue to be separated. If they were together now, I wouldn’t have anything left to write. Therefore, my sweetness is reserved for the readers who accompany me to the end.
