Chapter 186: How to Make Amends
can be said. Does she still love him? The answer is undeniable. If she didn’t love him, why would her emotions be affected by him?
Does she hate him? Perhaps there are still some complaints in her heart.
Seeing Yin Lingyan’s determined back, Gu Xiaoyou, with a surge of courage from somewhere, roared at her retreating figure.
“Do you know how much the Boss loves you? When you left for America, he was distraught every day. When he was in mortal danger, where were you? Do you know that the Boss had to leave you for your safety, and he suffered more than anyone? Do you know that during your time in America, the Boss had people following you and protecting you? Do you know that the Boss almost died, and his last words before closing his eyes were to protect her? You don’t know any of this; you only know that the Boss was playing you and deceiving you…” Gu Xiaoyou couldn’t hold back anymore, and a flood of words poured out.
“Enough,” Yin Lingyan stared at Gu Xiaoyou. She didn’t know these things he was saying, but it wasn’t true that she hadn’t made any effort.
“Then do you know that he was the one who proposed breaking up? After we broke up, I desperately studied self-defense techniques. I knew he wasn’t an ordinary person, so I worked hard to learn, just to make Han Wuyu worry less. I also hoped to do something for him. But… he never told me anything. Does he think I don’t hurt? Do you know how I’ve been living my life? I don’t sleep until midnight every day, and before that, he was constantly on my mind. Every day I wonder what he’s doing, if he’s doing well. Every day I wonder if he regrets it. Do you know any of this? If you don’t know, please don’t be so selfish and come here to argue with me, okay?”
Gu Xiaoyou was defeated by Yin Lingyan’s eloquence and regretted his actions. Listening to Yin Lingyan’s words, he blamed himself for being too impulsive. That’s right. How could he be so selfish, only considering the Boss’s feelings and not hers? She wasn’t the one who let go first.
“The Boss is drunk at Qingran Bar. Go see him,” Gu Xiaoyou said before Yin Lingyan walked too far. He then returned with a dejected look, his face filled with regret, worry, and annoyance. So many emotions! Boss, this is all I can do for you. The rest is up to you.
Yin Lingyan was stunned for a moment, then indifferently continued walking…
“Ugh, so annoying!!!” Yin Lingyan frowned her beautiful brows. She still took out her mobile phone and made a call.
“Hello? Mofeng, I have something tonight. I might not be able to make it to the movie theater,” Yin Lingyan said apologetically. She was supposed to watch a movie with Ji Mofeng at the movie theater today, but when she heard that Han Wuyu was at the bar, her heart sank.
She still couldn’t bring herself to not care!
“Ah? Okay. Get some rest early.” Ji Mofeng sat inside his car, looking at the young girl on the other side of the window, his heart filled with an indescribable feeling.
After Yin Lingyan hung up the phone, she immediately got into a taxi to go to Qingran Bar. Ji Mofeng quietly followed behind her. Even if she didn’t love him, he couldn’t bear to let her go alone.
She had someone else in her heart; he knew that. But he couldn’t control himself.
Upon arriving at Qingran Bar, Yin Lingyan walked towards a familiar private room and saw Han Wuyu, already drunk and unconscious, sleeping on the sofa.
He shook his head helplessly, walked over, and looked at her with longing. This was her lover, the one she loved the most.
