Chapter 300:
In the past life and this life, two lifetimes, too many things happened between them.
It’s already hard to say who was right and who was wrong.
When their affection was at its deepest, she once promised that in this life, she would marry no one but him.
Later, she broke a promise, but he harmed her first, so how could it all be blamed on her, a woman.
Xie Wanning felt sourness in her nasal cavity, and her eye sockets suddenly gradually turned red.
This man, who was insufferably arrogant and domineeringly strong, actually said words like “can’t blame you.”
She thought the fact that she remarried someone else would become her eternal sin, and he would resent her for a lifetime.
It turned out that he also knew he couldn’t entirely blame her.
Indescribable feelings welled up; Xie Wanning desperately blinked her eyes, holding back her tears.
“……If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t care about your life or death,”
She sniffed, hoarsely saying: “It’s just that the lesson from the past life was too tragic, making me dare not turn back at all…… Those two years, I was really so sad.”
The young lady who thought she would never turn back for the rest of her life actually said she still loved him.
Lu Ziyan felt a surge throughout his body, but before he could rejoice, hearing her words afterward made his chest start to ache.
He remembered what he had done.
Nearing the wedding date, he brought back a woman, letting rumors of a concubine spread boilingly throughout the capital city; he was extremely arrogant.
Certain that his fiancée loved him deeply and would understand him, he didn’t care whether she would be heartbroken.
Later, he was even more arrogant, always self-righteously thinking everything was for her own good.
Under the banner of protecting her, he made her endure so much unnecessary pain.
He held another woman high up, and in her eyes, there was even an eldest son between them.
After doing so many things to harm her, he still thought this silly young lady would love him as always.
Many things, without personally experiencing them once, one wouldn’t know how painful they are.
In this life, Lu Ziyan truly experienced all her feelings firsthand, even more so and beyond.
In the past life, he made Liu Manrou the main wife from second wife; in this life, she turned around and remarried someone else.
He never touched Liu Manrou, but she truly had marital relations with Pei Yuqing.
He was in agony and remorse, hating it to death.
But it was precisely this that made Lu Ziyan personally experience how much pain he caused her.
He tightly held the young lady in his arms, a trembling sound overflowing from his throat, remaining silent for a long time.
The two had been entangled all night; Xie Wanning was quite exhausted and had been forcing herself to stay spirited to talk to him for so long; now she was already drowsy.
Seeing this man in such a fragile state, her heart still softened. “I’ve also stopped blaming you.”
If before she had still been somewhat brooding, after that dream, she had let it go.
The tragedy between them in the past life was the result of various factors.
He was certainly hateful, but he had already paid a devastating price.
Xie Wanning buried herself in his chest, enveloped by the cold breath from his body.
She sniffed somewhat dependently. “Let’s not mention the past anymore, okay?”
Since she had decided to return to the capital city, she should completely turn the page on the past.
No longer distinguishing who was right and who was wrong; whether pain or resentment, let them all pass.
Start a new chapter.
“You…” Lu Ziyan was silent for a long while, but in the end couldn’t hold back and said, “You… married him to take revenge on me, right?”
She hadn’t fallen for that old man.
Hastily marrying was just because he had hurt her heart too deeply, worrying about his entanglement, wanting to stay far away from him.
